Even though I have to study for a history test now. Mehhhhh.
On a brighter note, I got to skype with Danny which made me happy! I miss talking to you guys…I don’t have people here who I can talk to about random stuff. It’s not fairrrrrr.
You guys are so lucky to still be together in Dubai :D I miss you! And I hope I can skype with everyone at some point..after my SATs! Hahaha
u guys made me laugh so hard that i started changing colors!
my abs r killing me! also, it was funny! and i am a woman!
seriously…. i think i put myself into sticky situations and then when i try to get my foot out of my mouth i fail miserably but psh… thats life
so … yes im 100% female no male in me! * u cannot argue the logic of biology! *
and im not watching the other word for eating that gets confused with masturbating … u know what i mean
in assembly that video thing better not be showed on tv or whatever cause im sure i was red! i blame u guys! … but the astraunots were amazing! i like the whole tricking the inner ear *psychological thingy* and making it look like a tunnel or a well or whatever so cool! and then taking a crap in a vaccum toilet hahahaha! funny stuff!
so yeah im procrastinating rite now ! : ) time is a wasting and i dont know what homework i have so …. fun fun
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So I’ve been like feeling weird lately. I don’t sleep much, I’m not hungry, an yeah…I don’t know what’s up. People are gonna be like OH LALA you’re in love. I’m not. I doubt it.
1. I don’t even know who I would like here.
2. Just no.
Yeah. I guess no explanation can be given cause I’m dumb like that and I never make my point because I never feel like it, so whatever.
It’s just..I don’t even think I’m ready for a boyfriend. I tried once, as everyone knows. It was really nice…but I guess I can’t be so committed when I know that I’m gonna go to college eventually. So why bother getting hurt?
I guess. But I don’t like anyone, so it doesn’t matter.
Maybe it is smart to just focus on school work instead of having a social life, or finding a boyfriend…whatever.
Or maybe they’re just trying to prevent me from getting hurt. But isn’t that part of the whole experience? To meet guys…get to know them, and see if they’re worth your time. To see if they’re too good for you, or if you’re too good for them…
I don’t know.
It’s kinda hopeless for me though. I mean, the guys here are pretty immature. Not that they weren’t in my old school :P but I guess I got used to it. Over here, I try to avoid a lot of people due to my fear of getting into a fight or having to deal with some sort of issue like drugs or whatever. I still don’t know my school that well, so it seems pretty unpredictable if you ask me.
I’m kinda getting off topic, don’t you think? Anyways…I guess parents are right to a certain extent. You might as well get where you want to be before finding someone who you want to be with. That way, you know that the guy you find will be perfect because he will deal with you regardless of your flaws.
I’m not saying that I’m not gonna date until I know where my life is going…but that’s going to be my basis before looking for a strong commitment.
I feel so old-fashioned. Hahahaha :P but yeah, it’s really important to me. I’m sure it’s important to a lot of people, but they might not take that into consideration. If they do, that’s great. If they don’t, well I’m sure they’ll be fine.
Everyone will be fine : )
Thus concludes this pointless post. I hope it made the slightest bit of sense.
i hope valentines day is awesome for you guys, and you get lots of lovely red roses and heart shaped cookies and confessions of love :)
though none of that for me, here at my guardians house. not much going on really, xept that i’m visiting my guardians grandpa in Hull (aka Hell and/or Chavland)
so yeah, we’ll see how that goes. i don’t even know if theres internet there. if there isn’t i will cry.
so yeah, it’s half term now, which is a good thing because it means theres no school. i watched The Notebook last night. and i cried. untill i noticed that Noah with a beard looks quite a bit like Ryan Reynolds. that cheered me up.
TASH IS COMING TO VISIT SOON! and the excitement is too much for me to take. really (thats not sarcasm) i cant wait and its going to be awesome.
speaking of Tashes, :P i was outside last night and i saw orion’s belt, and it reminded me of new years in dubai. MAINGOT i saw your star :) and mine :) and Ryan Reynolds’ star in the middle :)
So I had this really really cute dream which involved a guy which I’ve never met before/don’t remember. I don’t know. But here it is:
I was taking this class with a bunch of people. We were watching a movie and this guy would lean back to me every now and then. He would just look at me and I put my head on his shoulder…and we would just stay like that. He told me to wait for him at the end, when everyone left. So I did.
When it was just me and him, he took me to the balcony where there was this painting. He made me face it, and stood behind me and guided me. I saw this part in the painting…which had my address from my compound. I lived there until 5th grade. He turned me around so I would face him, and he told me how he lived there as well and liked me ever since he saw me in 1998…I WAS FIVE. He said that after I moved, he couldn’t find me. And he was told a couple of years ago that I left the country…I told him how I moved and now I’m back. But yeah.
That was pretty much it. I don’t know what happened in the end. The alarm clock brought me back to reality, knowing that something like this would never happen.
Happy Valentine’s Day people :P I’m gonna think about this guy who probably doesn’t exist.
now that i have realised that Tumblr needs me, i am here. :)
so, i will tell you what’s been going on in my life :) because you so desperately need to know. yes. you do.
well, school’s okay. Mozart clarinet concerto in A major (k622) is REALLY exciting, and Verdi Requiem kicks ass, but i won’t bore you with the music geek stuff ;)
there was a disco on the weekend, and everyone (not really everyone, but lots of people) got drunk and made out with tonnes of other people, and there was DRAMA. because Grace pulled (thats English for made out) Edmund, and Meg fancies Edmund and Grace and Meg are dormmates and through all that i was like ‘Edmund? do you live in narnia’ but i don’t think he thought it was funny.
umm yeah ;)
i tried to upload an audio blog bit it was a ritard (have you seen the hangover? retard, but pronounced like rit-ard) and so it didnt work.
i watched Schindlers List yesterday… such a sad film! :( and speaking of TV, i’m missing GLEE to write this, so appreciate it!
umm its probably not a good idea to mention names and all on this blog, you know, just in case i’m bitching about someone, and they happen to find it… but i can’t help it :P
well next week is half term (holiday) and i usuallt HATE half terms :( cuz theyre too short for me to go home in, but too long to be fun at my guardians house because her daughter hates me. we had a fight about a teacake. A FRIGGING TEACAKE. do you know what a teacake is? its like marshmallow with some biscuit on the bottom and covered in chocolate. well she had a box with 6 in it. and she ate 2. and she wouldnt give me ANY. and i was like ‘umm there are 6.. give me one?’ and she shouted at me and was like THEYRE MY FUCKING TEACAKES.